Wednesday, 16 May 2012 ♥2Comment♥
Bila saya bangun tidur saja pagi tadi , I was get 1 msg from my group yang membuat saya rasa terkilan pula , " Mel, dlm bkawan ni kita x blh sisihkan kerja seseorang . Kirin sedih sgt bila tgk assignment diary Kirin x cukup tarikh . Kan before tu Kirin dah bgtau Mel kata ada 2 file . Kirin asingkan date . Kirin amanatkan kat Mel tp jadi mcm ni . Salah Kirin jugasbb x turun bt discussion . Tp kalau turun pun x siap juga , asyik gelak aja . Bila x turun kata , bila dah turun jadi lain pula . Kalau salah Kirin, Kirin mnta maaf. Tapi tadi Kirin x puas hati bila morpheus jdi mcm tu . Dah kena kumpul semua so xkan lah x boleh bgtau Kirin knpa date x cukup . X tanya Kirin apa pun .. Hmm .. Thanks for everything..." Oh Tuhan , why must blame me for everything ? Itu lah time suruh datang for discussion group , lgsg x mau datang . Now, bila dah jadi mcm ni , semua blame sama saya . I'm also have many work to do , saya pun ada feeling juga . Saya bukannya robot nak cek setiap kerja yang group saya perlu buat . Takkan semua kerja saya yang harus lakukan . Memang payah jadi group leader ni , if ada saja yang x kena , semua salah saya pula . Adohh , I'm so stress now !!! Suka sangat buat saya serba salah . Bila terlampau stress , I will crying , listening to music and then nyanyi kuat-2 mcm orang yang hilang akal -.- Bila saya buat kerja gila mcm tu , kawan-2 and roomate saya akan mendiamkan diri because they knew that saya ni dalam tekanan . Sometimes , they always advice me to be patient . Apa boleh buat kan if memang kehidupan di U macam tu . Till here then . Banyak lagi kerja nak dibuat pasni ..
p/s : Hope one day she will feel the same thing just like I feel now :')
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Thursday, 3 May 2012 ♥0Comment♥
Shallom & hi earthlings :) It's been 3 days since I haven't written anything for my blog . I just busy with my study and so much work task to do . Here I am , got something on my mind a lot of things actually , that I want to inscribe just to share something to u all what I feel inside . Now I was have a lot of assignment , project group and report for research of my course . Oh crap , I'm gonna be sick and stressful with all of this ! Yesterday , me and 3 of my group has interview 2 of KSKB students for our Cognition & Learning course . Thanks God , we already done it well and in the same time I was quarrel with my hubby , jerk ! This bad situation were really make me had bad mood because I don't know where is my mistake actually until we was always quarrel without any reasonable cause. After research , we went to the Waterfront to release our tension gara-2 assignment yang tertangguh & makin bertambah banyak tu. Happy pun ada juga bila dengar joke dari salah seorang group saya tu . Then , kami sampai di kolej antara jam 11 pm . I ask to my hubby , " If kita putus , hubby mau x ? " And he said that he don't want break-up with me because he loves me a lot . Yeah I was feel the same thing but saya takut saya x dapat buat yang terbaik untuknya . Apa-2 pun kami tetap kan try our best untuk menghadapi semua dugaan ini . What the most important is kami must focus our study untuk berjaya dalam hidup kelak . Ok la , nak pergi ke klinik dulu . Flu & allergic datang lagi --' But I still can smile untuk ready facing apa-2 challenges yang akan datang . Take care there :)
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Ku pun manusia biasa juga :'(