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Hi online diary @ my blog :) Here are some memories in year 2013 that hard to forgot indeed . 2012, you've been nice to me ~
✎ Almost accident or I admit, more accurately almost fell in the chasm at Kuching Allianze Medical of Science . It happened when i drove too fast because feeling pressure of quarreling with my man .
✎ Got excellent result for my examination result and my Cgpa pointer increasing every semester
✎ My man gave a very meaningful gift to me during my birthday .
✎ The saddest part is when my man have being back at Sabah and it's hard for us to meet again .
On a personal note, I learned a valuable lesson too .
Sometimes I must be strict and be disciplined to myself for my studies in order to me a better student .
Hopefully this year I can manage myself and my studies by doing my study schedule so that I can learn how to discipline myself . I admit, I make mistakes, and I regret it .
I am thinking to get plan of myself during year 2013 and I'm gonna make it done !
A year older, better make it past .
And a new year, hopefully a year wiser and be luck to me .
Study is part of my life ~
Note : Dear 2013, please bring luck to me, k ?
Labels: Life 
THANKS FOR READING
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 It's time for me to change.. The day is come. Really hard to do, but I know I surely can! Memang tidak dapat dinafikan that yesterday is my hardest moment yang saya alami. Nobody with me when I'm sad even him , my bestie and friends. Thanks to my aunt because she give me advice and strong spirit to me be a successful person. Semalam pergi jumpa my godmother , but unfortunately she's not at there.. Saya masuk dalam church and berdoa banyak-banyak sama Tuhan untuk minta petunjuk dari-Nya.. Now rasa tenang jiwa.. Today I have deactivate my facebook and I guest it just a while.. I don't know what happened to me after KoQ activity. This semester I will gonna drop Programming and Discrete Math course because I'm afraid when I don't ready with this course, I will gonna fail and it will effect with my cgpa soon or later. Saya ada terbaca dalam Morpheus website and I was interested bila Dr.Fitri menyiarkan about Exchange Student Programme to Chonnam National University, Korean.. I really keen and saya nak try study di sana as a exchange student! Tapi cgpa must tinggi, kan? Cgpa saya pun 3 above.. Layak ka saya?? Hmm tengoklah macam nanti.. Tapi bila tengok deadline - 30 Nov .. Oo my God, terlepas dah peluang!! Tak apa la.. Next time I will alert and try again :) This sems ni I can feels that I have ''M'' disease . Jarang juga turun kuliah disebabkan lambat bangun.. Then minta tolong kawan sain attendance! Oh dear, I don't want do this again!!! Mel, you should focus your target for this sems and don't be a lazy girl!! 2 weeks more last kami kuliah and then study week.. Yeayy :) But kena study juga because bulan 1 next year will be facing final exam :( Oh No .. War again.. This sems I can feel that time was so fast and sometimes saya pun tak sedar today dah masuk bulan December.. Ok, now saya nak share to you all about my story sepanjang saya tak update post blog saya ni.. 1st is about my interview SPA result, ''Dukacita dimaklumkan anda tidak berjaya dalam temuduga.'' Dah tau kan and don't asks why -.-'' I know Tuhan telah makbulkan doa saya and memang Dia bagi peluang untuk saya study dulu demi saya mencapai cita-cita saya. I don't know apa yang telah Tuhan rencanakan untuk saya and I hope everything will be fine and good for me.. I wanna be independent and that I should be.. Cousin saya pula dalam planning nak sambung Phd level.. Umm a bit of jealous tapi happy juga bila she akan capai ke last steps.. Habis Phd, dapat la pangkat Doctor falsafah :) Saya pula bila lagi?? Hmm akan tiba juga masanya tu, tapi bak kata aunt saya,, lipatgandakan usaha demi kejayaan.. Jangan mudah berputus asa! Iya, I will never give up and saya belajar melalui kegagalan.. Setiap kejayaan yang manusia peroleh mesti melalui kegagalan dulu,kan? 1 lagi news yang baru saya dapat,, Linguistic course.. Carry marks yang saya dapat is 13/25.. A bit of upset, tapi I will try my best to my final assignment (25%).. Hopefully I can scored 20/25 :) I will try my hard for it... Last night ku minta putus with him and memang dia malas mahu dengar semua tu.. Oh God, apa patut saya lakukan?? Saya tak mahu bercouple lagi, tapi dia memang sayangkan saya.. But where is his action to me?? Setakat words saya memang tak percaya sebab all people also can create word untuk sedapkan hati and perasaan kita.. Malas betul saya nak dengar cakap kosong macam tu... Kadang-kadang bila difikirkan balik,, memang love is rubbish lebih-lebih lagi bab bercouple ni.. Really irritating and annoying! Tak semestinya si dia akan jodoh kita kelak kan.. Memang saya cinta and sayangkan dia juga, tapi kenapa I must yang jaga hubungan ini.. How bout him?? Pernah tak dia memahami saya?? Pernah tak dia ada when I really need him just like yesterday?.. I know masing-masing busy, but at least dia mesti da sedikit masa untuk diluangkan dengan orang yang dia sayang.. Lepas ni saya akan macam tiada perasaan sebab saya dah fed-up dengan semua drama ni.. Wish you know my love with you memang takkan berubah, Bless.. I know you love me, I love you too.. Saya terserah pada Tuhan aja.. Biar la saya berusaha menjaga hubungan ini, tapi saya tahu Tuhan yang tentukan.. I hope dia la jodoh saya kelak, Amen :)
p/s : Life is always been like that.. Then, try to be happy and be yourself :)
Labels: Life
THANKS FOR READING
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Hello there . I'm back again , but with unhappy emotion . You know why ? I feel I'm not good in condition , I mean about my weakness of myself . Saya sedar saya mesti keraskan hati dan mesti tegas . Umm actually saya ni congek . Sikit-sikit menangis dan suka memikir . Saya sebenarnya jenis yang sensitive , but depend with situation and surrounding . But thank God , someone telah menegur pa yang patut saya ubah untuk menjadi lebih keras hati and jangan mudah berlembut dengan seseorang , because ini akan make people mudah pijak kepala saya . From now , I will try to change my weakness of myself . Iya , betul kata someone tu , focus your study , think about your target and clear my mind and don't think something that waste your time . Saya tahu masih jauh lagi perjalanan saya untuk mencapai kejayaan . Lagipun saya sometimes mahu jadi seperti cousin saya yang telah jadi lecturer di Maktab Perguruan Rajang . Datuk saudara saya pula dah bertahun jadi lecturer di Unimas and now dah pegang pangkat Professor Doctor . Umm jika mampu , saya pun mahu mendapat gelaran professor , but untuk mencapainya , I must be more work hard and more discipline . If diikutkan , saya tak mahu bercouple time saya still study ni . Tapi bila dipikirkan , my man sangat sayangkan saya and dia sanggup tunggu saya :) Lagipun kami dah banyak membuat plans and dah saling berjanji anatara satu sama lain .Tak sanggup pula mengecewakan him dengan minta break-up ngan dia kan ? Apa-apa pun I can manage my study and my personal life . Hopefully I can do it ! Exam pun tak lama lagi and I must target untuk tingkatkan cgpa saya lagi . Bukan senang nak tingkatkan pointer especially bila facing with tough course . Ohh myyyyy -.- Umm ok la , I think I should stop typing now sebab mata dah low ni . Tomorrow have morning lecture . Good night my fellas . God bless you :)
p/s : SPA result for next week -.-''
Labels: Life
THANKS FOR READING
Thanks to my past , you was give me a lot of lesson .
Welcome to my today life , I will not make same mistake again and learn it from my past . To my future life , I will try my hard and never give up to pursue my dreams and make it come true . This is the best answer of my question about life that I looking for :')
Labels: Life
THANKS FOR READING
REWIND ME THE PAST
 Goodbye 2012, Welcome 2013
Hi online diary @ my blog :) Here are some memories in year 2013 that hard to forgot indeed . 2012, you've been nice to me ~
✎ Almost accident or I admit, more accurately almost fell in the chasm at Kuching Allianze Medical of Science . It happened when i drove too fast because feeling pressure of quarreling with my man .
✎ Got excellent result for my examination result and my Cgpa pointer increasing every semester
✎ My man gave a very meaningful gift to me during my birthday .
✎ The saddest part is when my man have being back at Sabah and it's hard for us to meet again .
On a personal note, I learned a valuable lesson too .
Sometimes I must be strict and be disciplined to myself for my studies in order to me a better student .
Hopefully this year I can manage myself and my studies by doing my study schedule so that I can learn how to discipline myself . I admit, I make mistakes, and I regret it .
I am thinking to get plan of myself during year 2013 and I'm gonna make it done !
A year older, better make it past .
And a new year, hopefully a year wiser and be luck to me .
Study is part of my life ~
Note : Dear 2013, please bring luck to me, k ?
Labels: Life Part of me ~
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It's time for me to change.. The day is come. Really hard to do, but I know I surely can! Memang tidak dapat dinafikan that yesterday is my hardest moment yang saya alami. Nobody with me when I'm sad even him , my bestie and friends. Thanks to my aunt because she give me advice and strong spirit to me be a successful person. Semalam pergi jumpa my godmother , but unfortunately she's not at there.. Saya masuk dalam church and berdoa banyak-banyak sama Tuhan untuk minta petunjuk dari-Nya.. Now rasa tenang jiwa.. Today I have deactivate my facebook and I guest it just a while.. I don't know what happened to me after KoQ activity. This semester I will gonna drop Programming and Discrete Math course because I'm afraid when I don't ready with this course, I will gonna fail and it will effect with my cgpa soon or later. Saya ada terbaca dalam Morpheus website and I was interested bila Dr.Fitri menyiarkan about Exchange Student Programme to Chonnam National University, Korean.. I really keen and saya nak try study di sana as a exchange student! Tapi cgpa must tinggi, kan? Cgpa saya pun 3 above.. Layak ka saya?? Hmm tengoklah macam nanti.. Tapi bila tengok deadline - 30 Nov .. Oo my God, terlepas dah peluang!! Tak apa la.. Next time I will alert and try again :) This sems ni I can feels that I have ''M'' disease . Jarang juga turun kuliah disebabkan lambat bangun.. Then minta tolong kawan sain attendance! Oh dear, I don't want do this again!!! Mel, you should focus your target for this sems and don't be a lazy girl!! 2 weeks more last kami kuliah and then study week.. Yeayy :) But kena study juga because bulan 1 next year will be facing final exam :( Oh No .. War again.. This sems I can feel that time was so fast and sometimes saya pun tak sedar today dah masuk bulan December.. Ok, now saya nak share to you all about my story sepanjang saya tak update post blog saya ni.. 1st is about my interview SPA result, ''Dukacita dimaklumkan anda tidak berjaya dalam temuduga.'' Dah tau kan and don't asks why -.-'' I know Tuhan telah makbulkan doa saya and memang Dia bagi peluang untuk saya study dulu demi saya mencapai cita-cita saya. I don't know apa yang telah Tuhan rencanakan untuk saya and I hope everything will be fine and good for me.. I wanna be independent and that I should be.. Cousin saya pula dalam planning nak sambung Phd level.. Umm a bit of jealous tapi happy juga bila she akan capai ke last steps.. Habis Phd, dapat la pangkat Doctor falsafah :) Saya pula bila lagi?? Hmm akan tiba juga masanya tu, tapi bak kata aunt saya,, lipatgandakan usaha demi kejayaan.. Jangan mudah berputus asa! Iya, I will never give up and saya belajar melalui kegagalan.. Setiap kejayaan yang manusia peroleh mesti melalui kegagalan dulu,kan? 1 lagi news yang baru saya dapat,, Linguistic course.. Carry marks yang saya dapat is 13/25.. A bit of upset, tapi I will try my best to my final assignment (25%).. Hopefully I can scored 20/25 :) I will try my hard for it... Last night ku minta putus with him and memang dia malas mahu dengar semua tu.. Oh God, apa patut saya lakukan?? Saya tak mahu bercouple lagi, tapi dia memang sayangkan saya.. But where is his action to me?? Setakat words saya memang tak percaya sebab all people also can create word untuk sedapkan hati and perasaan kita.. Malas betul saya nak dengar cakap kosong macam tu... Kadang-kadang bila difikirkan balik,, memang love is rubbish lebih-lebih lagi bab bercouple ni.. Really irritating and annoying! Tak semestinya si dia akan jodoh kita kelak kan.. Memang saya cinta and sayangkan dia juga, tapi kenapa I must yang jaga hubungan ini.. How bout him?? Pernah tak dia memahami saya?? Pernah tak dia ada when I really need him just like yesterday?.. I know masing-masing busy, but at least dia mesti da sedikit masa untuk diluangkan dengan orang yang dia sayang.. Lepas ni saya akan macam tiada perasaan sebab saya dah fed-up dengan semua drama ni.. Wish you know my love with you memang takkan berubah, Bless.. I know you love me, I love you too.. Saya terserah pada Tuhan aja.. Biar la saya berusaha menjaga hubungan ini, tapi saya tahu Tuhan yang tentukan.. I hope dia la jodoh saya kelak, Amen :)
p/s : Life is always been like that.. Then, try to be happy and be yourself :)
Labels: Life Trying to change myself
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Hello there . I'm back again , but with unhappy emotion . You know why ? I feel I'm not good in condition , I mean about my weakness of myself . Saya sedar saya mesti keraskan hati dan mesti tegas . Umm actually saya ni congek . Sikit-sikit menangis dan suka memikir . Saya sebenarnya jenis yang sensitive , but depend with situation and surrounding . But thank God , someone telah menegur pa yang patut saya ubah untuk menjadi lebih keras hati and jangan mudah berlembut dengan seseorang , because ini akan make people mudah pijak kepala saya . From now , I will try to change my weakness of myself . Iya , betul kata someone tu , focus your study , think about your target and clear my mind and don't think something that waste your time . Saya tahu masih jauh lagi perjalanan saya untuk mencapai kejayaan . Lagipun saya sometimes mahu jadi seperti cousin saya yang telah jadi lecturer di Maktab Perguruan Rajang . Datuk saudara saya pula dah bertahun jadi lecturer di Unimas and now dah pegang pangkat Professor Doctor . Umm jika mampu , saya pun mahu mendapat gelaran professor , but untuk mencapainya , I must be more work hard and more discipline . If diikutkan , saya tak mahu bercouple time saya still study ni . Tapi bila dipikirkan , my man sangat sayangkan saya and dia sanggup tunggu saya :) Lagipun kami dah banyak membuat plans and dah saling berjanji anatara satu sama lain .Tak sanggup pula mengecewakan him dengan minta break-up ngan dia kan ? Apa-apa pun I can manage my study and my personal life . Hopefully I can do it ! Exam pun tak lama lagi and I must target untuk tingkatkan cgpa saya lagi . Bukan senang nak tingkatkan pointer especially bila facing with tough course . Ohh myyyyy -.- Umm ok la , I think I should stop typing now sebab mata dah low ni . Tomorrow have morning lecture . Good night my fellas . God bless you :)
p/s : SPA result for next week -.-''
Labels: Life This is what the life about mean :')
Thanks to my past , you was give me a lot of lesson .
Welcome to my today life , I will not make same mistake again and learn it from my past . To my future life , I will try my hard and never give up to pursue my dreams and make it come true . This is the best answer of my question about life that I looking for :')
Labels: Life
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It's time for me to change.. The day is come. Really hard to do, but I know I surely can! Memang tidak dapat dinafikan that yesterday is my hardest moment yang saya alami. Nobody with me when I'm sad even him , my bestie and friends. Thanks to my aunt because she give me advice and strong spirit to me be a successful person. Semalam pergi jumpa my godmother , but unfortunately she's not at there.. Saya masuk dalam church and berdoa banyak-banyak sama Tuhan untuk minta petunjuk dari-Nya.. Now rasa tenang jiwa.. Today I have deactivate my facebook and I guest it just a while.. I don't know what happened to me after KoQ activity. This semester I will gonna drop Programming and Discrete Math course because I'm afraid when I don't ready with this course, I will gonna fail and it will effect with my cgpa soon or later. Saya ada terbaca dalam Morpheus website and I was interested bila Dr.Fitri menyiarkan about Exchange Student Programme to Chonnam National University, Korean.. I really keen and saya nak try study di sana as a exchange student! Tapi cgpa must tinggi, kan? Cgpa saya pun 3 above.. Layak ka saya?? Hmm tengoklah macam nanti.. Tapi bila tengok deadline - 30 Nov .. Oo my God, terlepas dah peluang!! Tak apa la.. Next time I will alert and try again :) This sems ni I can feels that I have ''M'' disease . Jarang juga turun kuliah disebabkan lambat bangun.. Then minta tolong kawan sain attendance! Oh dear, I don't want do this again!!! Mel, you should focus your target for this sems and don't be a lazy girl!! 2 weeks more last kami kuliah and then study week.. Yeayy :) But kena study juga because bulan 1 next year will be facing final exam :( Oh No .. War again.. This sems I can feel that time was so fast and sometimes saya pun tak sedar today dah masuk bulan December.. Ok, now saya nak share to you all about my story sepanjang saya tak update post blog saya ni.. 1st is about my interview SPA result, ''Dukacita dimaklumkan anda tidak berjaya dalam temuduga.'' Dah tau kan and don't asks why -.-'' I know Tuhan telah makbulkan doa saya and memang Dia bagi peluang untuk saya study dulu demi saya mencapai cita-cita saya. I don't know apa yang telah Tuhan rencanakan untuk saya and I hope everything will be fine and good for me.. I wanna be independent and that I should be.. Cousin saya pula dalam planning nak sambung Phd level.. Umm a bit of jealous tapi happy juga bila she akan capai ke last steps.. Habis Phd, dapat la pangkat Doctor falsafah :) Saya pula bila lagi?? Hmm akan tiba juga masanya tu, tapi bak kata aunt saya,, lipatgandakan usaha demi kejayaan.. Jangan mudah berputus asa! Iya, I will never give up and saya belajar melalui kegagalan.. Setiap kejayaan yang manusia peroleh mesti melalui kegagalan dulu,kan? 1 lagi news yang baru saya dapat,, Linguistic course.. Carry marks yang saya dapat is 13/25.. A bit of upset, tapi I will try my best to my final assignment (25%).. Hopefully I can scored 20/25 :) I will try my hard for it... Last night ku minta putus with him and memang dia malas mahu dengar semua tu.. Oh God, apa patut saya lakukan?? Saya tak mahu bercouple lagi, tapi dia memang sayangkan saya.. But where is his action to me?? Setakat words saya memang tak percaya sebab all people also can create word untuk sedapkan hati and perasaan kita.. Malas betul saya nak dengar cakap kosong macam tu... Kadang-kadang bila difikirkan balik,, memang love is rubbish lebih-lebih lagi bab bercouple ni.. Really irritating and annoying! Tak semestinya si dia akan jodoh kita kelak kan.. Memang saya cinta and sayangkan dia juga, tapi kenapa I must yang jaga hubungan ini.. How bout him?? Pernah tak dia memahami saya?? Pernah tak dia ada when I really need him just like yesterday?.. I know masing-masing busy, but at least dia mesti da sedikit masa untuk diluangkan dengan orang yang dia sayang.. Lepas ni saya akan macam tiada perasaan sebab saya dah fed-up dengan semua drama ni.. Wish you know my love with you memang takkan berubah, Bless.. I know you love me, I love you too.. Saya terserah pada Tuhan aja.. Biar la saya berusaha menjaga hubungan ini, tapi saya tahu Tuhan yang tentukan.. I hope dia la jodoh saya kelak, Amen :)
